every now and then I fall apart

yesterday would have said other things
unmoving and unmoved was heading south in a straight line until some force acted upon trajectory frustrated roiling coiling in active inactivity and bridling not a bit impotent omnipotence spoiling for a fight have been riding the delete button again said just lost six weeks of life is that all excuse please while drown bilious sorry feelings foment these bloody words public statements holding to account for a virtual eternity said don't feel as though need to explain stuff about the work that don't want to and welcomed that balanced it on tongue for a while finding it a satisfying counterpoint to what said about sharing everything know it's all other words so none of own or none that want to own might think wishy washy a fence sitter from way back undecided and diplomatic the word makes noises like an over qualified washing machine inside rattled head a said that inert applies to bodies both in motion and at rest having altered the self-diagnosis from procrastination to inertia welcomed that too